I read this quote today and it describes the feeling and power of your active energy in a very neutral way.
“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how valuable it is, nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. No artist is pleased¦there is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction; a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”
By Martha Graham
This is what learning to access your Natural Number and the energies of the other eight provides to the world – your version of your life force as expressed uniquely by you, as you are a channel or medium for delivering that energy into the world. Learning your active energy gives you a physical pathway to keep the channel clearly and directly open. We all know those moments in our bodies when we feel most alive, most valuable, most impactful, when it is not about us, but through us, this is when the life force energy is flowing cleanly through our bodies. Cultivating your body’s access to the Natural Numbers brings you to this place more easily and consistently.